I love you?/ Friday, August 11, 2006
Farewell to ABNAmro~
Well...on my very last day i wasnt sad, instead i have a mix feeling of i cant bear to leave Abn & my dear collegues. Most of them have been really nice to me but the really good ones have already left. No worries~ i be back soon with experience but not the same department of course.
The main reason i left is in search of better prospect as my current job is not what i enjoy doing. The good environment hold me behind but i have to leave, leave for the better.
While uploading pics here, i realised i felt a pinch of sadness. Weird to feel it after i had left & looking back at the pics i have taken.
An enjoyable dinner with the gals
& the guys
Ahead lies to unknown- but i will be brave to conquer it.
Be supportive ;p
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I love you?/ Tuesday, July 25, 2006
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I love you?/ Tuesday, July 18, 2006
I having headache continuously for 3 F. Days!
Gracie say maybe is stress.
Blame to my piling workload in office.
sign...
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Contemplating 18/07
The day after the spilt up, received his sms at around 3.30am. "I really treasure this relationship but was shocked to know that i fell asleep. I will do anything to amend this relationship"-thats what he texted. I never reply him...not that i dont want but i dont know what to say...
Thats was his last message..no action, only words. A message to tell me that you treasure me? How nice? Where are you, where are your effort? I see none. Today morning received another message, " What are you doing now?" I never reply. What on earth is he doing? I dont understand him.
I am still waiting, waiting for his action...my heart scream with desire & anger. I must control, do not flare up. I must be the normal, smiley michelle.
Where is he?....
Does he love me not?
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I love you?/ Monday, July 17, 2006
I am feeling kind of washed out now, not sure what went wrong-split headache too (for the whole day).
A 4 yrs plus draggy relationship ended, struck midnight. I set a time for him, for him to salvage this relationship to find my lost heart, waiting for him to convince me that WE can still be together...
I rang up his home disappointed to hear that he is sleeping (his brother told me), i texted him beforehand telling him that if he doesnt find me before midnight the whole thing will come to an END! ...I was waiting & waiting...looking at the clock...it never happen, he never turn up...as always...Suddenly, it strucked me that i was the one holding this relationship never was him supporting it. Outside to everyone it seems we are a healthy perfect couple- he is totally in love with me accommodating me all the way. Does anyone know the truth not even my bestie, not even me.
The frustration happened today-16th July 2006..too complicated, too confusing to spell out. He agreeded to end this relationship by sleeping? He left me all alone to take the train home, he said that what i wanted (i told him i wanted to be alone). Doesnt he see that i need him, doesnt he see that i said things out of frustration. At that point of time, honestly i dont know if i love him still.
Now- I am not sad, no anger, no sighing, leaving me with a queer feeling... has the relationship really ended? I have no idea.
* Some part in me is awaiting for him; foolish me.
* I will not pin for him; i tell myself.
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I love you?/ Thursday, July 13, 2006
It is really
ages & ages that i update my blog....anyone still visit my blog??? LOL..please continue to support me! I have lots of pics to post but cant find time. Where is time?
Garden CollectionI love the paint a picture of a Garden in my mind-
shrubs, flowers, roses, sunflowers, leaves, fluttering butterflies, chirpy birds, & the Smell of the Garden. The picture is like a Heaven to me. Maybe for others, heaven is up in the sky for me is *Secret Garden* ~Sweet.
I bought 3 bottles of body splash from
VS!-Garden collection! Gracie finds it too sweet but i love it. I think i want to order Strawberry champagne too. Anyone ordering soon?
Guys, i found a job too-
payment operation. I am not sure is it great but it will certainly lead me to somewhere i hope... Am i aiming too high or should i get a grip of myself?!
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I love you?/ Sunday, June 18, 2006
Taken at Brewerkz
Taken at senstosa_Beer Garden cafe
Ah mei dun try steal my food!
Act cute KuN!
Sister at past life
see our YaYa face
Best Buds
Was ask to act cute ><
*All pics was taken on 10-06-06 by courtesy of siji cam! Thanks for postin up for us!
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I love you?/ Saturday, June 03, 2006
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I love you?/ Thursday, May 11, 2006
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I love you?/ Sunday, April 16, 2006
Hi All, haven been blogging for a long time cos my computer went nuts or to sleep or etc...These pics are still not fully update yet..been taking it ages ago. Recently, i have not be suntanning or doing any useful jus Shopping..Yes! Shopping spree for all kinds of tee-shirts. I still lve STRIPS tee though it is suppose to make u look fatter..i still dote on strips. Been kinda broke lately, bought Birkis from States & jus arrived on Fri..totally gorgeous & comfy (show it to Grace already). She cant wear them though, she said it hurts as she has flat feet, bought some stuffs from a taiwan website also....on its way to ship over. I wan2
thanks Grace for all the great help she is giving me with all the complicated stuffs (hope she read this).
My contract ending for my workplace soon, gona in charge for new job hopefully a perm position. Hate contract!
School starting in
July for me..no more slacking ard.
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